I think about U a lot ...

looooooooooool.
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I also like this one:
all things grow...


lol

Sur ce, je vous dis, BUONA NOTTE :)

I am INFJ type

Last year, I did the Jung typology test and I was ENTP (inventor).
Things have changed....
Today, I do the test again. not sure if it was the same but here are the results:

Your Type is
INFJ

Strength of the preferences %
Introverted 56 %
Intuitive 75 %
Feeling 12 %
Judging 22 %



Qualitative analysis of your type formula

You are:

* moderately expressed introvert
* distinctively expressed intuitive personality
* slightly expressed feeling personality
* slightly expressed judging personality

INFJ type description by D.Keirsey
The Counselor (INFJ)

"The Portait of the Counselor (INFJ)

The Counselor Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and enterprising and attentive in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known a Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another's emotions or intentions -- good or evil -- even before that person is conscious of them. This "mind-reading" can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others' feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.

Mohandas Gandhi, Sidney Poitier, Eleanor Roosevelt, Jane Goodall, Emily Bronte, Sir Alec Guiness, Carl Jung, Mary Baker Eddy, Queen Noor are examples of the Counselor Idealist (INFJ). "

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I am very dazzeled by this finding because I find myself in almost 99% of what is described above!!!!

Well, I guess am getting to know myself more and more and...better...

Here the link to the test, if interested, JUNG TEST

"lamouni elli gharou menni"

"those who envied me said..."

The background is a Tunisian song.

The boy rocks with the Darbuka instrument!!!

Plus, He has a "faceless" presence. You don't see a man play, you wee the Artist in him in action.

enjoy

Accomplissement

There is this unique sense of achievement and accomplishment that one senses when one does what it should be done :).
I just finished submitting a paper, the last 60 seconds where like drops from a broken tap. Second 61 was FREEDOM :) and I'm listening to a symphony distribution of Pain it Black, by Metallica! I'm sensing Glory and I wanna jump around and dance :)
I wish it rains right now and me dancing in the rain, running around like a four year old trying to catch "water from the sky" or trying like a ten year old to "drink from the skies" :)))
NOW, I may sleep.
Ooof.
What is next...
When is the following deadline.
After 60 hours.
Enough to rest my drunken eyes and timed-out mind.
Where are you dear pillow??
Wait, I gotta go teach those kids.
Mmmm, I need a change of scenery.
I easily get bored. My concentration is very impatient without a good motivation.
and it aint easy to keep me motivated. I need nD. aone dimension life ain't enough for me :)
As my sister puts it: You like danger! You like to deal with many things at time...and not just anytime...you like to rush time. m(-_-)m.

Perhaps, I do. I don't like to be rushed by time, so I instead rush it around.
I concede that, as in any hide and seek game, I sometimes get caught by time lol.

As long as the play is enjoyable, I don't mind losing.


Cheers,
gotta go blast the music, run with my best friend, my jitensha and celebrate FREEDOM for 648000 seconds.
Got no minute to spare.
See Ya ;)

Ressort

Je suis un ressort en movement.
J'oscille depuis un bon bout.
Maintenant,il est temps que je regagne ma position de repos.
Je ressens mon energie degresser.
C'est un bon signe.
Petit à petit, je m'arrêterai de faire le va et le vient.
petit a petit, je dormirais...un petit peu avant qu'un nouveau movement ne me réveille et me tourmente pour les années à venir.

Walking forward

I am sorry but I am moving on.
I won't stop for time is forward.
I may slow down for pacing is my own.
If you need me, please follow my footsteps.
I will walk together, upward.
I got the necessary patience to go on...
and on...and on...till my time is on!
I am sorry if you jump around.
The right path is laid upon your way
You just have to walk the line
and...learn to be patient.
Good things need time
Good things take time.
Good things require patience.
Going forward is a good thing.
Going forward together is powering.
Oh, friend of mine, Thank you for walking with me.
Oh friend of mine, I will catch you when you fall
As you would when my turn comes to feel down.
and life goes on as we walk along.


-- a tribute to some special people I came across... --
D.A

my patience

Patience is the art of concealing your impatience.
Guy Kawasaki

I came across this quote today and I felt relieved!
For as much as I could be patient, am too, impatient.

Nonetheless, I've noticed that I am very patient with "SERIOUS" matters and very impatient with "TRIVIAL" ones.

Yet, today I feel this quote expressing well my kind of Patience.

A friend once told me that she admires my degree of forbearance. Looking back at my actions or reactions, I was quite dazzled myself. My impatience must have been so high for me to display anything but a huge patience. Because I am a strong believer in Time and I hate to offend others. May be that is why letting out my impatience would usually be my last resort. Mostly because nothing would have mattered to me anymore. Surely, when careless about the people and the situation, one is prone to be impatient.
I don't really know if that is good but I very well know that patience is a virtue and not everyone is capable of being it.

Sometimes I see patience as a discipline of one's soul...It's a good-natured tolerance. It reflects one's inner strengths.

I also think that where we evolve, the education we get and the environment we grow up in influence or build up our patience.
As far as I am concerned, My God, My Parents, My teachers, My neighbours and My friends always promoted patience.
So yes, I feel bad when I get impatient. I feel worse when I conceal it. Ironically, I feel peace when I eventually don't show it.
To be patient is a process that requires humongous energy, self composition and control. It translates of a good will.

I don't understand

Some Human behavior is, I concede, incomprehensible!! at least way beyond my understanding.
I admit that I am very limited to comprehend or foresee some unexpected behavior.

what you say is not always what they hear.
what you do is not always what they see.

The sad part is when you mean good and they interpret it evil. That hurts.

Yet, because there is God, no good deed or good intention ever go unseen.
Eventually there is nothing more fulfilling or liberating than when one does something for God's sake, only. Then , it does no more matter what they understand, as what is in one's heart is known by the Almighty and that is what matters, at least for me. For, God guides whom he wants...

Peace !

walking

I forgot how much I used to walk and loved walking.
Today I had to walk for 50minutes to get my bicycle that I left the night before at the station.
Anyway, yesterday was a long day. Today was a different kinda long day.
But today I had to "Spazierengehen" :) and LOVED it.
It was a sunny day. Warm. Quiet. Did not wear a coat !!. For someone who is very sensitive to the blowing of the wind, or to any change in the air, I was quite surprised myself. I guess it's the walking. One of the good aspects of walking is warming up while one gains distance over time. Something, riding a bicycle still can not compete with.
So, my ipod on. First listened to some excellent morceaux de piano that my Swedish friend sent to me yesterday, the Prokofiev_Sergei_Piano_Concerto_No_2_in_G_minor_Op_16_1_Andantino_
and then Ravel_Maurice_Piano_Concerto_in_G_2_Adagio_assai_

It was me, the sun and the music...and also my Swedish friend :). I felt like I was a Do note floating on a musical street in my cowtown symphony.

It was a peaceful feeling.

I was also carrying my camera. One never knows when a nice shot has to be snapped.
Also, a small gift I got yesterday for a good friend for I thought I might meet on my way to retrieve my "legs" lol.. Eventually, I set to meet up with two other nice friends who lived by the station I was headed to.
I like multi-tasking :). One good side effect from befriending processors and chips.

By the bridge, suddenly I felt a presence.
I recalled how we used to walk together and talk.
That's when I recalled how I used to walk and loved to walk.
I was smiling all the way down the bridge as if I won a jackpot.
He has never been to my cowtown but today He was here.
I had a larger smile when I recalled how we would walk fast, past my mom and my sisters then would stop surprised to turn around and see no one and wait then, since we both kinda dislike waiting, we resume our steps trying to reduce their frequency then we laugh :).
Today, it felt like one of those days.
I felt home today. I felt home because he was there. Now, I know why I always liked to walk. I must have started the exercise at an early age coz I pace with a speed of light and with a unique sense of (tranquility) quietude, (the French word says better what I feel).

Then it was time to collect my "legs" and meet my friends. Yeah, my bicycle competes with my walking. I confess it took over it but now I admit it could never take over or replace that unique feeling of "quietude" and inner peace.

I ended up spending the whole afternoon and evening with my friends as I learnt they were leaving town soon. One never knows when to meet again, so better take advantage of being there while still there :). Here, too, I like optimization :). Why do tomorrow what I can do today. Ironically, when one deals with things one does not very much appreciate...it is usually more "why do today what u can do tomorrow". hehehe :). That is Procrastination, I guess.

To end this thread, because it is O_O 2.30 am already and I must get some Zzzzs, I am just gonna say that I thank God for the memories we can revive because they make unnecessary some physical presence. After all, isn't this cyberspace a witness that virtual presence is, indeed, a very real world :).



Good night dad.

Priere des temps modernes

Well, here is a different kind of prayer.
I was working on my research when my friend pops at my window. I beg him to pray for me so that I finish well my paper and this what he says. The sweetest and most original prayer I ever heard:
"
i pray for you
my keyboard is with you
let the cpu be with you.
may the ram keep you safe
let the touchpad be your weapon
let the lcd be your eyes
let the internet be your salvation
research shall set you free
"
Thank you ColdDesert!!!